Maybe it takes me a little longer to learn a lesson. My reflexes are slow but I' try. I go through this process; make mistakes that I don't even understand, and then keep doing it subconsciously until I figure out what made me do it.
For as long as I can remember, my mistakes have been something of a battle to figure out and learn to control in the future. I'm not giving up the rubix cube of my idiocy. I will not give up on myself because I know I can do better. I know who I can be.
When you gave up, I took the reigns. When you stopped loving me, I started loving myself again. The people who see your mistakes and label you under them are the people who don't really know the truth of who you are.
"If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best."
I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm human and don't you dare underestimate me because once I'm done being an unintentional asshole, I'll be the best person you didn't really know.
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